Not Happy
Is this life I wanted?
- Dont feel happy even closed cases
- Family and cousins visited but didnt have times for them
- Even have, mentally and physically were too tired to entertain them
- Made them worried too much
- Weekend haunted by worries
- Passed weekdays with demoralizes and uncertainties feeling
- Keep wandering why people never be satisfied
- Previous job too easy ended up felt useless and hopeless
- Current job feels too much!
- *Sigh...
- Cant stop here though
- Dont want to be a lil girl who always asked protection and kept giving silly excuses to stay in the comfort zone
- Have been moving too far, cant stop here or will become loser forever
BUT
- Still, too much (again)
- Still, cant find the bright side of everything
- Still, doing alot of readings hope to discover something useful
- Yes, it helped though, but
- Too bad, it just as instant as the thunder strike
- Friends ask ' why you have to continue if you are not happy?'
- Cant really have the answer for that
Still, waiting, searching and hoping to find the meaning of my life now
4 comments:
i think i know how u feelin right now. been down the same road myself before, so yeah. everyone is entitled to find their own happiness. to me, i would do anything to get it. and i think u shud too. but the hardest part is to commit urself to break away from this mundane life of yours. its not about what people think of u tat matters. after all, who's not complaining? everyone whines all the time. remember its ur happiness tat is at stake at the end of the day. n if u ask me, i wouldnt wanna lose it. Cheers
Thanks for the courage Noe.
I think i had too much good life before then now i cant bare with this suffering.
I need to know what I want now, may be then I know how to find my happiness. (serious, i really dont know what i want in my life :(
uda nonton pursuit of happyness lom ?
Uda jul...
Moto nya Hard work hard work and hard work and never give up.
soal gituan mah g pinter nyerap nya.. yg mau di apply di idup itu yg susah... :P
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