15 April 2010

Me in the office pantry this morning.
Saw 1 boss passed by, with good intention I greeted him,
"Good Morning"

He replied " Hi, morning.. +-#*@';"@*.....
Me.... Confused... What is he talking? I can't hear, I'm half deaf, I'm having flu...
Anyway, I still have to answer him...
Me: "Yeah" (cool rite, yeah will just answer everything.
He: just walk passed me....

I continue washing my bottle water and keep thinking... What did he asked me????
What....
I think I get part of it...
Yah... Keep thinking...
Think hard...
Got it!!!!

But... Shit...

He asked me " Hi Morning, HOW ARE YOU"
*sigh.....

Then I said "yeah....."

I'm dump!!!!!

I may go back for good...
Is it the best way? I dont know!

In this age, yet no direction for the future, quite pathetic.
I know I have to let go either one.
Singapore where I get all the freedom (which I like) but cant find any clue for my career,
OR
Medan where I MAY get some opportunities but.....

My heart 90% tell me I have to go back or my future will be rotten here.
Urgh..... look simple, just pack and fly back....
BUT........

My brain gonna explore soon.....

and

How am I going to tell my mom.... *sigh...