Not Again...

I saw pictures of my ex-colleagues to Japan. "Only if " I was still there, may be I will be in the picture too ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I shouldnt have this feeling, they are not for me.
I looked forward for this tour since last year, I supposed to be there, hikzzzzzz.
Sometimes it just unfair or may be I give up too early.
But I no regret to leave the company.
The only thing is, I deserve to go for the tour too, I hit the yearly target, I really HIT it!!!

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!