The Face - RyanDan

Traveler of the great dividesVagrant on a path to life
Everyday feels a little closer
To where it is that you're headed for
Given to a hope of so much more

For every time you fall apart
There'll be a soul to guide your journey
But if you choose to turn away
There in the mirror
You'll see my face
You'll see my face

Think you're on this road alone
Looking for a truth untold

Many times you've been close to breaking
Giving up and letting go
Something inside says it's not over

For every time you fall apart
There'll be a soul to guide your journey
But if you choose to turn away
There in the mirror
You'll see my face

And when the world crowds your space
Remember days when noise was silent
Now empty vows, loveless displays
Just a sense of knowing
You'd see my face
You'd see my face


* I love this song, i provide lyrics then u all go youtube ok hehehehehe
Hope you all like it too =)

Smooth Life

Few update from past few weeks

I sprained my ankle again during step class, this time is really bad, i can still feel the pain even though i have been resting for almost 2 weeks.

Last week, when I was walking toward office at around 6.30 am, I passed by Suntec. I saw a security guard sitting on the indoor water fountain near Roots and Fat face. Then suddenly he turned and look at me, then he stood up and walked down from the water fountain and waited for me to walk pass him. Damn, I was so scared because he was keep smiling at me (I think he is a bit retarded), luckily I still can show him my angry face and i try to walk away calmly. Beside, there was few aunties walked behind me. *huih....
Why everytime I will meet these kind of people? What did I do eh? I think I bullied too many 'siau lang' in my previous life!

Last week went massages twice =). Last Saturday with July, then Thursday with Jae (she paid for it tho') hehehehe.

My landlady super duper nice and like to give me food, now i know why I cant lose weight! hahahhahah (by the way, she just gave me dessert) But it doesnt mean that nice = food. LOL

Work, the shift is started and I'm still adapting with the sleeping hour. So far I have not slept well. I heard from somebody before, that if you have a great boss, you colleagues mostly are b@#$*. Other way, if you have nice colleagues then you boss is a killer. Now I get it! Wanna guess which one?
This month, my off days are Monday and Tuesday, *sian...

Last but not least, Ladiessssss, we are going to Bali soon!!!! =)

Mentos!!!

Ahhh!!!!
So lame and embarrassing incident!!!

I think today is not my day, supposed to leave office at 4 pm, but then I stayed (we actually) until 5 30 pm. Normally we take shuttle bus to mrt station, today 'ke khiang' take bus 133 to Bugis. We (me n Belle) have waited almost 30 minutes for the stupid bus to reach.

The bus finally came at 6 pm. I never took bus to Bugis before, so I just follow Belle. Since she was going to library, before she alight, she reminded me to alight at next stop.
But "Freak..." the bus did not stop at bugis junction, infact it stopped at the bugis mrt, just after KFC.
I still think that's OK, well.. no problem, still near to CF, just opossite. Happily walk, tik tok tik tok 'Ouch, auw.. ahhhh' WHERE IS MY HEEL?!!!!

Do you still remember Mentos Ad? yah, yah, that is what exactly happened to my heel. So embarrassing, swear, and it was around 6 pm plus, can you imagine the crowd? Gosh!!!
Then I sat down and tried to break the right side of my shoes (i was trying to do it professionally and act cool). But I couldnt Break it!

I couldnt think of anything, I called Belle. I really didnt know who I should call. Thanks Belle, she promise me she will come over. While I was waiting for her, almost everyone who passed me would look at me leg. I was thinking what wrong with them, why keep staring at my leg? I felt like a crown (negative way) or superstar (hahahahha).

Then, I saw 1 indian man (a bit siau siau) was walking towards me. I was like 'geezzz, dont do that to me, I cant run'. I really dont know what I did or what i ate early today, that siau Indian guy suddenly stop in front of me. He really freak me out man.....

Like there is a choice, duhhh, I stood up and tried to walk away as normal as i can, then moved to other seat. Dont ask me about surrounding, I didnt dare to look at it! Really sooooo phai se!
20 minutes waiting for Belle was like forever. Finally she came, of course with her laughter she insisted that we have to walk to the taxi stand in Bugis if really want to take taxi home. No choice, then we walked =( fyi, she still took picture with her phone while we were waiting for the traffic light. First, nobody noticed my heel, but since she has to squat down to take the pic, all my surrounding looked my leg. Bingoooo, you win Belle!



Here, Belle's masterpiece. Geezzzzz, i love this shoe and I just wore it not more than 5 times. I hope it can be repaired, *sob

Need Variety...

This what my colleague always said, "I need variety!"
I think I need it too, in fact, everybody should own it.
Life is so monotonous; wake up, go to work, gym n go home. Dont you think it make you dull?
Can predict what is gonna happen for tomorrow or may be for the whole week, no excitement at all.
I really dont know how to make myself happy.
I used to release it through shopping. But now, FREAK!
I have a strange notion when I shop, especially clothes. I love it, I try it on, the price is right and I will buy if I like it. But now, I dont know what phobia hit me, I never bought the clothes.
My heart keep telling me "dont buy it or you will regret. Can you imagine wearing the same cloth with others and you guys bump each other on the street? Gosh!!! dont buy it and put it back!"
It always work and now I feel something wrong with me ARGH!!!!!!!

One more thing, I really should find a unit asap. I cant stay with owner, it doesnt mean my owner rude, they are great! But i need a house not a room *sob*
I need to do alot of things, gotta lose more weight, have my eyebrow done, buy a fan for my sauna room, plan for a trip and start saving~~~~~~

Not Again...

I saw pictures of my ex-colleagues to Japan. "Only if " I was still there, may be I will be in the picture too ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I shouldnt have this feeling, they are not for me.
I looked forward for this tour since last year, I supposed to be there, hikzzzzzz.
Sometimes it just unfair or may be I give up too early.
But I no regret to leave the company.
The only thing is, I deserve to go for the tour too, I hit the yearly target, I really HIT it!!!

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

New Life

So far everything seems good for me. I have been working for almost 2 weeks, yup still honey moon period, even my job scopes still not really clear, but I'm happy to be part of the team.
I think I have nice colleagues (or may be too soon to judge) but we are really can get along pretty well.

Well, I just moved to my new room for 4 nights. Frankly speaking, I'm not really get use to it yet. I always find excuses not to go home early then end up I spent quite alot outside.
Poor my colleagues and really appreciate them be my company for the past few nights. We went for window shopping (this time really window shop, we walked for 3 hours and didnt buy anything), went for dinners and we even went for happy hours drink at Balacrava. It was really unacceptable spending, but my colleague say "we are girl and single! so dont worry, this is a necessary spending!" What an excuse, but somehow its true eh LOL.

Yah, that is me update! nothing much happen, I just need to go back to gym ASAP.

Confirmation and Indian

I got it dudes!!!!! Even though the language test very funny and awkward, I did it =). Monday start training. I'm so happy, 'tuing tuing tuing'~~~~~~

Well, here the story before the test. Because I reached there earlier this afternoon, then I walked around and did some window shopping at Millenium Walk. When I was inside Guardian, looking at some body cream (honestly I didnt even know what the heck I was looking at, coz I was too nervous for the test!). Suddenly, an Indian man around 50 walked toward me and show me some kind of certificate;

Indian: Hi, how are you, this is my name card
Me: (look at him suspiciously and abit blurr)
Indian: I come from India? are you Sporean?
Me: (stupidly answer) No, I'm Indonesian
Indian: You look happy in your face, but inside you are sad, so sad. You just have broken heart, you just break up with you boy friend. (broken heart dari mana, yg ada mah desperate buat kerja)
Me: Huh?!
Indian: Now, there are 2 men who like you, one love your appearance and the other one love your heart. Give me your name and date of birth, I will tell you more
Me: No, thanks!

Then I walked away, no no, I run away from that store. Gosh..... whats wrong with that guy. Then I continued to explore the candy store, I still got 30 minutes to kill before interview times =D