No Daily Routine

I dont know I should say it the best or worst day in the week.

Woke up in the morning, packed my gym stuff and ready to go. Planned to attend beach body class at 1:20 then follow by body balance and then step class.
Since I reached Bugis early, not even 11, so I visited Starbucks for breakfast, latte and bagel (gosh, I dont know how long already I never tasted bagel, It was so good!)

Well, I was reading my 'Marshmallows for Breakfast' and the time was around 12 pm. I dont know whether I was addicted to the story or the weather made me really hesitate to leave my chair. I started thinking 'ok, if I skip today beach body class, I can still join the same class tomorrow morning and make up for it, since you now, according to research it isnt good to do same exercises in 2 days' (pardon me if I made wrong research lol).

So, I text Mikie asked what is she doing after her church. Time passed 12:30, still no reply. Well, I told myself, I will skip beach body class and will join Step class at 3:40 and Zumba perhaps, coz' I cant just stop reading (another excuse). Then time passed so fast plus it was raining. Now the time passed 2 pm. Damn fast!!

To be honest, I was really no mood for exercises. I really sit from 11:30 to 4 pm and I can feel my butt was hurting. Finally I decided to leave at 4 plus. I was telling myself that I got to eat something before I go home, but I think the caffeine still in my stomach, I didnt feel hungry at all. I just ate 1 bagel and 1 medium vanilla latte though.

I walked to the food court, no appetite at all, then I decided to buy fruit (I'm having bad mouth ulcers again *sigh) and went down to basement to have Soup Spoon. I tried minestrone, it wasnt bad, but I still prefer clam chowder and tomato basil =)
Then i visited cold storage as usual and get my peanut butter and quaker oatmeal.

I reached home and suddenly I remembered that I still havent finished watching Ugly Betty. So, the conclusion is after reading whole afternoon, I spent my whole evening until now (just finished) watching Ugly Betty in YouTube. I finished season 2, cant wait for season 3 hihihihi.

Yeah, this is how I spent my off day, duhh... I think i love my work days more from now on =D

Friends

It was just promises, convinsing conversations and sweet talks, which you and me knew at the end it will turn to dust, turn to nothing *sigh
Only took couples of months, it started with nobody, then became friend and the relationship growth stronger became like a family.
I was blessed to have a chance to know you, but somehow I wasnt sure you are sincere with me as a friend and almost like a wanna be family (you are the one who always plant this seed into my brain), sadly speaking, i guess you forgot about it and you werent sincere.

Well, its just disappointment for me in making friend. I thought i was smart enough to choose human being to be my friends but i was wrong again. What a life eh!
I was proud of you when we met, yes indeed, I followed almost 100% on whatever you told or guided me. However, it turned abit annoying after awhile, you werent guide me anymore but more on forcing me. But, still, i never thought we have to end our friendship just like that. I dont expect to talk face to face to you but at least virtually, cant we?

I have already let go all of the hopes. There is no loss to lose a friend like you, I guess. I knew that we come from different worlds, i knew you are disappointed with my last decision but I hope you can respect it, anyway, it is my life, I'm the one who suppose to decide and not anyone else. Last message for you 'I'm doing alright now, I love my life and I never regreted on my last decision =)'

Just these few days I was keep thinking why why and why we cant be friend? You were the one who always said always keep in touch, but what happen then???

Past few days a friend told me 'Not everyone can be friend with, even your best friend can become your enemy one day' *sigh

Friends......

Complaint...

Its been awhile everything just sail smoothly.
Now the problems come, feel a bit cracking
Why everything must appear at the same time?
Too smooth? complaint... Too challenging? complaint too
So, What the diff? Life is full of complaining

Try to be as kind as possible
Dont bother others' problem, hope to be left alone peacefully too
But things do not turn up well
Others just unhappy to see others happy
Vice versa, others will try to do something to see others fall
Physically tired is make sense, but emotionally? Duh...

Hope she will have better life after everything she gone through
Can do much to help but consoled
Felt the same as her feeling though
Thought everything is running well, in fact, Not
Tired... damn tired

The Face - RyanDan

Traveler of the great dividesVagrant on a path to life
Everyday feels a little closer
To where it is that you're headed for
Given to a hope of so much more

For every time you fall apart
There'll be a soul to guide your journey
But if you choose to turn away
There in the mirror
You'll see my face
You'll see my face

Think you're on this road alone
Looking for a truth untold

Many times you've been close to breaking
Giving up and letting go
Something inside says it's not over

For every time you fall apart
There'll be a soul to guide your journey
But if you choose to turn away
There in the mirror
You'll see my face

And when the world crowds your space
Remember days when noise was silent
Now empty vows, loveless displays
Just a sense of knowing
You'd see my face
You'd see my face


* I love this song, i provide lyrics then u all go youtube ok hehehehehe
Hope you all like it too =)

Smooth Life

Few update from past few weeks

I sprained my ankle again during step class, this time is really bad, i can still feel the pain even though i have been resting for almost 2 weeks.

Last week, when I was walking toward office at around 6.30 am, I passed by Suntec. I saw a security guard sitting on the indoor water fountain near Roots and Fat face. Then suddenly he turned and look at me, then he stood up and walked down from the water fountain and waited for me to walk pass him. Damn, I was so scared because he was keep smiling at me (I think he is a bit retarded), luckily I still can show him my angry face and i try to walk away calmly. Beside, there was few aunties walked behind me. *huih....
Why everytime I will meet these kind of people? What did I do eh? I think I bullied too many 'siau lang' in my previous life!

Last week went massages twice =). Last Saturday with July, then Thursday with Jae (she paid for it tho') hehehehe.

My landlady super duper nice and like to give me food, now i know why I cant lose weight! hahahhahah (by the way, she just gave me dessert) But it doesnt mean that nice = food. LOL

Work, the shift is started and I'm still adapting with the sleeping hour. So far I have not slept well. I heard from somebody before, that if you have a great boss, you colleagues mostly are b@#$*. Other way, if you have nice colleagues then you boss is a killer. Now I get it! Wanna guess which one?
This month, my off days are Monday and Tuesday, *sian...

Last but not least, Ladiessssss, we are going to Bali soon!!!! =)

Mentos!!!

Ahhh!!!!
So lame and embarrassing incident!!!

I think today is not my day, supposed to leave office at 4 pm, but then I stayed (we actually) until 5 30 pm. Normally we take shuttle bus to mrt station, today 'ke khiang' take bus 133 to Bugis. We (me n Belle) have waited almost 30 minutes for the stupid bus to reach.

The bus finally came at 6 pm. I never took bus to Bugis before, so I just follow Belle. Since she was going to library, before she alight, she reminded me to alight at next stop.
But "Freak..." the bus did not stop at bugis junction, infact it stopped at the bugis mrt, just after KFC.
I still think that's OK, well.. no problem, still near to CF, just opossite. Happily walk, tik tok tik tok 'Ouch, auw.. ahhhh' WHERE IS MY HEEL?!!!!

Do you still remember Mentos Ad? yah, yah, that is what exactly happened to my heel. So embarrassing, swear, and it was around 6 pm plus, can you imagine the crowd? Gosh!!!
Then I sat down and tried to break the right side of my shoes (i was trying to do it professionally and act cool). But I couldnt Break it!

I couldnt think of anything, I called Belle. I really didnt know who I should call. Thanks Belle, she promise me she will come over. While I was waiting for her, almost everyone who passed me would look at me leg. I was thinking what wrong with them, why keep staring at my leg? I felt like a crown (negative way) or superstar (hahahahha).

Then, I saw 1 indian man (a bit siau siau) was walking towards me. I was like 'geezzz, dont do that to me, I cant run'. I really dont know what I did or what i ate early today, that siau Indian guy suddenly stop in front of me. He really freak me out man.....

Like there is a choice, duhhh, I stood up and tried to walk away as normal as i can, then moved to other seat. Dont ask me about surrounding, I didnt dare to look at it! Really sooooo phai se!
20 minutes waiting for Belle was like forever. Finally she came, of course with her laughter she insisted that we have to walk to the taxi stand in Bugis if really want to take taxi home. No choice, then we walked =( fyi, she still took picture with her phone while we were waiting for the traffic light. First, nobody noticed my heel, but since she has to squat down to take the pic, all my surrounding looked my leg. Bingoooo, you win Belle!



Here, Belle's masterpiece. Geezzzzz, i love this shoe and I just wore it not more than 5 times. I hope it can be repaired, *sob

Need Variety...

This what my colleague always said, "I need variety!"
I think I need it too, in fact, everybody should own it.
Life is so monotonous; wake up, go to work, gym n go home. Dont you think it make you dull?
Can predict what is gonna happen for tomorrow or may be for the whole week, no excitement at all.
I really dont know how to make myself happy.
I used to release it through shopping. But now, FREAK!
I have a strange notion when I shop, especially clothes. I love it, I try it on, the price is right and I will buy if I like it. But now, I dont know what phobia hit me, I never bought the clothes.
My heart keep telling me "dont buy it or you will regret. Can you imagine wearing the same cloth with others and you guys bump each other on the street? Gosh!!! dont buy it and put it back!"
It always work and now I feel something wrong with me ARGH!!!!!!!

One more thing, I really should find a unit asap. I cant stay with owner, it doesnt mean my owner rude, they are great! But i need a house not a room *sob*
I need to do alot of things, gotta lose more weight, have my eyebrow done, buy a fan for my sauna room, plan for a trip and start saving~~~~~~